Monday, December 29, 2014

How to be a happy crazy person? Writing, Smiling, and Laughing

I found the edge of my rage
I did nothing to calm it dowm
I saw them like villains

Please please release me
I don't want this hatred
I don't want to bring this into my grave

You came and begged my kindness
I gave you,
But am I good enough then?
If my heart burned already

Was that an apology?
I count it as an agony

Writing somehow heals your wound. If you feel nobody to talk to, just write. Write anything. As what my pal said. anggit. I didn't believe it at first, but I have proved it. It is nothing for me whether my writing is valuable or not. I am just trying, trying to help myself for being a monster. As a woman who prefers bad-mouthing to forgiving, i found myself distracted by this. I know I can't hate anyone for I can't be sure that I won't do such mistakes they have done. I desperately remind myself to be a light-hearted girl. I don't want to take anything into my rage, I can't let my best- man see my sadness anymore.


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