Every Cloud Has a Silver Lining

I'am really.. really surprised and speechless. This good chance is totally unexpected. Well, I wished but didn't really mean to expect it. The Dean called us two days after our graduation. After a long painstaking journey, we got finally the best answer : her invitation. She suggested us to register ourselves to one of the best universities in Indonesia to take Linguistics program. It was a second unexpected thing from her. A very long and boring discussion led us to a decision : we won't take it. There were so many unspeakable reasons. We didn't want to waste time, we got only a few choices, and we had decided.

25/07/2015

Bismillah... I remember clearly when a lecturer asked me about my desire, I told him, the only thing I want to be is being a good housewife. Now, I've found a way to make it better. I want to be a good wife and a good mother, someday. Being lecturer is merely a process. Now, my focus is to complete my postgraduate degree as soon as possible, obtaining 'nidn' as soon as I get the certificate. In at least a couple of years, (it is possible I'll have already married)  I do hope I can manage my time for lecturing and taking care of my children. hahahahaaa 

I'am looking forward to start the study. I've been missing those boring stuff! Making papers, doing assignments, researches, and of course thesis! 

Now I know for sure, we should be optimistic, even difficult times will lead us to better days. 

As a "moved on" pupil, I've already got a good plan, I'll try not to get too close to others except him to avoid injuries in this fragile heart.  That will do. 

25/07/2015

It's been almost 4 years and our journey will be more than decades or centuries. This is only a new doorway we have to open. ~Every Cloud Has a Silver Lining~