I did nothing to calm it dowm
I saw them like villains
Please please release me
I don't want this hatred
I don't want to bring this into my grave
You came and begged my kindness
I gave you,
But am I good enough then?
If my heart burned already
Was that an apology?
I count it as an agony
Writing somehow heals your wound. If you feel nobody to talk to, just write. Write anything. As what my pal said. anggit. I didn't believe it at first, but I have proved it. It is nothing for me whether my writing is valuable or not. I am just trying, trying to help myself for being a monster. As a woman who prefers bad-mouthing to forgiving, i found myself distracted by this. I know I can't hate anyone for I can't be sure that I won't do such mistakes they have done. I desperately remind myself to be a light-hearted girl. I don't want to take anything into my rage, I can't let my best- man see my sadness anymore.
These papers may help you to get your confusions out of your head
Pragmatic : Reference & Inference
Analysis of Gaza Tonight Song Lyric
Poem Analysis
Political System and Government of America
The_Exploration_of_Binary_Opposition_by_Claude_Levi-Strauss_Deconstruction_by_Jacques_Derrida_Orientalism_by_Edward_Said_Political_Unconscious_by_Fredric_Jameson_Hegemony_by_Antonio_Gramsci
Maybe deep inside you want them to be more kind, like you are disappointed of what they did to you. On the other hand, something holds you to (really) accept what they did. Maybe they really regret about sins they made. We never know about the honesty of one's heart. But everybody deserves a second chance.
ReplyDelete*this is me, speaking as the object of aggrieved party* :P
It's is easier said than done, I know. But I have known you as a very kind and lovely girl. So, just do not change.
big hug babe :-) thanks for being my best partner
ReplyDelete