Monday, August 31, 2015

Won't you be the one?

I got the video of the song entitled "You Are The One" by an American singer, Raef Haggag first time from my best friend, Rena. Really, the video is so unique. I searched some information related to this song afterwards. The title of this song is "You Are The One" but I prefer using "Won't You Be The One" as the title of this post to make a "special aim" sense. I am not going to make a paper about this song by analyzing intrinsic and extrinsic elements because I am on holiday from "campus stuff". 
Well, I think I've experienced this beautiful lyric. I thought and wondered over a million times about someone who is destined to be my partner. I didn't know how the ideal figure to be my partner actually looks like. I just thought, "oh maybe him, oh maybe him", but I didn't find someone who really broke my heart or made me desperate for not hearing his voice. 
Once, twice, three, four times or more I just wandered on my "trial". That is not a good path though. 

Thanks to a prominent American Muslim Singer and Songwriter, Raef Haggag anyway. He seems to know all of my feelings about him , I mean my best partner in almost 4 years. When I tried to rewrite the lyric by hand, I knew, I love every single word of the song. 



Lyrics & Melody : Raef Haggag
Arrangement : Maher Zain

You Are The One

I thought of this over a million times
Who would have ever thought that it will be our time?
I just know it,
‘cause you are the one

It ain’t a selfish love, when I’m with you
You remind me of Allah and so I know it’s true
I’ll just say it
You are the one

Chorus
Won’t you be my BFF and ever?
Won’t you be my partner after this world?
We’ll see it, when we believe it together
Dreams are meant to be
‘cause you are the one for me

I never thought that I would feel this way
I ask Allah to bless you every single day
I’ll just say it
‘cause you are the one

And when the times are tough
And we’ve got the world to see
Standing right beside you is where I want to be
I just know it
You are the one

I prayed about this just over a million times
Who would ever thought that I could call you mine?
I just know it
‘cause you are the one

And when there’s gray in our hair
And we’ve not much to do
I want to spend the rest of my days with you
Oh don’t you know it?
You are the one, You are the one

On won’t you be the one?





Forty-five fabulous months with him. Oh, won't you be the one?




Saturday, August 29, 2015

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Mencintai diam-diam mungkin indah, tapi tak melegakan
Katakan, tunjukan

Friday, August 28, 2015

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Jika bersamamu adalah takdir Tuhan
Apalah artinya sekedar menunggumu seharian

Jika bersamamu adalah takdir Tuhan
Maka kegelisahan menanti kabarmu adalah kenikmatan

Jika bersamamu adalah takdir Tuhan
Pertemuan dengan senyumu esok pagi adalah anugerah Tuhan


Monday, August 10, 2015

Every Cloud Has a Silver Lining

I'am really.. really surprised and speechless. This good chance is totally unexpected. Well, I wished but didn't really mean to expect it. The Dean called us two days after our graduation. After a long painstaking journey, we got finally the best answer : her invitation. She suggested us to register ourselves to one of the best universities in Indonesia to take Linguistics program. It was a second unexpected thing from her. A very long and boring discussion led us to a decision : we won't take it. There were so many unspeakable reasons. We didn't want to waste time, we got only a few choices, and we had decided.
25/07/2015

Bismillah... I remember clearly when a lecturer asked me about my desire, I told him, the only thing I want to be is being a good housewife. Now, I've found a way to make it better. I want to be a good wife and a good mother, someday. Being lecturer is merely a process. Now, my focus is to complete my postgraduate degree as soon as possible, obtaining 'nidn' as soon as I get the certificate. In at least a couple of years, (it is possible I'll have already married)  I do hope I can manage my time for lecturing and taking care of my children. hahahahaaa 
I'am looking forward to start the study. I've been missing those boring stuff! Making papers, doing assignments, researches, and of course thesis! 
Now I know for sure, we should be optimistic, even difficult times will lead us to better days. 
As a "moved on" pupil, I've already got a good plan, I'll try not to get too close to others except him to avoid injuries in this fragile heart.  That will do. 
25/07/2015
It's been almost 4 years and our journey will be more than decades or centuries. This is only a new doorway we have to open. ~Every Cloud Has a Silver Lining~